HELLO EVERYONE,,
Long time no write :) This week is exam week. Just one more exam to go which is Mandarin and which I am not going to study because it's too much. I will definitely fail at mandarin, math, physics, and chemistry. And maybe IT and geography. I suck, I know. I miss singing so badly. I miss singing out loud. I wish my school has music lesson. I hate the fact that I'm not like anybody else. Most people are not shy to sing in front of their family. I'm too shy to sing in front of my family. I'd rather sing in front of thousands of people that I don't know. Every time I listen to music, I always imagine me singing it in front of people. And, my computer can't be signed in anymore. I'm using my mom's computer, but the internet here sucks! It's super slow. I'm afraid with my scores in my report card, I won't get accepted in PSKD Mandiri. I will never ever ever go back to Hope International School ever again. Never ever in my life. I don't want to ruin my future. I hope when I move school I'll understand chemistry. Something that will never happen if I stay in Hope. I haven't practiced my singing for more than a month. I saw pictures of Cristian today and boy, he's getting hot. I saw pictures of him singing. I need new videos of him. I want to hear his recent voice. I think next I'm gonna do lots of past papers and hand them in for extra score. And I am pissed at my physics teacher. He said the exam is only multiple choice questions. It turned out there was an essay too! >:O LIAR! It's been a long time since I go to ITC and buy some dvds. I miss lots of episodes of tv shows.I need to catch up. I'll watch it during long holiday. I can't wait for graduation. I'll be out of Hope! I'm supposed to study Mandarin right now. But I'll just watch two and a half men :)
BYE
Long time no write :) This week is exam week. Just one more exam to go which is Mandarin and which I am not going to study because it's too much. I will definitely fail at mandarin, math, physics, and chemistry. And maybe IT and geography. I suck, I know. I miss singing so badly. I miss singing out loud. I wish my school has music lesson. I hate the fact that I'm not like anybody else. Most people are not shy to sing in front of their family. I'm too shy to sing in front of my family. I'd rather sing in front of thousands of people that I don't know. Every time I listen to music, I always imagine me singing it in front of people. And, my computer can't be signed in anymore. I'm using my mom's computer, but the internet here sucks! It's super slow. I'm afraid with my scores in my report card, I won't get accepted in PSKD Mandiri. I will never ever ever go back to Hope International School ever again. Never ever in my life. I don't want to ruin my future. I hope when I move school I'll understand chemistry. Something that will never happen if I stay in Hope. I haven't practiced my singing for more than a month. I saw pictures of Cristian today and boy, he's getting hot. I saw pictures of him singing. I need new videos of him. I want to hear his recent voice. I think next I'm gonna do lots of past papers and hand them in for extra score. And I am pissed at my physics teacher. He said the exam is only multiple choice questions. It turned out there was an essay too! >:O LIAR! It's been a long time since I go to ITC and buy some dvds. I miss lots of episodes of tv shows.I need to catch up. I'll watch it during long holiday. I can't wait for graduation. I'll be out of Hope! I'm supposed to study Mandarin right now. But I'll just watch two and a half men :)
BYE
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