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sadness

seems so easy for you
to break a friendship in just blink of an eye
is he that important to you?
until you broke your friendship just for him
maybe I'm just a piece of trash in your eyes
or maybe I'm just a barrier for you to get him
but in my eyes,
you are my friend
i couldn't say a thing when i read that
a sentence that can make everything change
i couldn't do a thing
my body was shaking
who expect this from you?
i know you hate me
cos i built those walls that surrounds him
you know him too well, don't you?
until you hurt your friend just for him
did i just say friend?
cos i know I'm nothing for you
do you know how much tears came down from my eyes?
do you know how angry i was?
i can't believe my own 'friend' did that
now you get everything you want
you got the chance to be with him
the disturber is not there anymore
the disturber will not be there between you and him
i know you're hurt
but can't you understand my feelings?
I'm in pain
i know i look like a stupid girl
just like what you said
now, you got the chance to get him
and me out of your life
i hope you'll be happy


ps: don't expect our relationship to be the same cos you just ruined it :) and i hope you like him for the way he is not because of how he looks, cos if you like him for the way he looks, I'll never forgive you.

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