The last time I ever considered someone my best friend was when I was in primary school. There was this class bully, and my friend and I got sick of her. The girls in my class were divided into two groups, and the class bully was in none of the group. This one time, a friend of mine borrowed a pencil, she gave it back by putting it on top of my bag and I said "gimana sih" and the class bully thought I said "brengsek" to my friend who borrowed my pencil. Not only was she mean, she also had a hearing problem. Anyway, I had a best friend ever since I was in the third grade up until I graduated primary school.
What is a best friend? For me a best friend is someone you can talk to about anything. A best friend is the first person you call when you're making plans, when you like this guy, or anything really. It's someone who gives you advice, and the person who hugs you and cheer you up when you're in the lowest point of life, instead of saying "I told you so". And this cheesy paragraph sounds like something written by a sixth grader.
I am not an open person. I joke around my friends, and if it is not important I would tell them things. However, I never really share something big, something life changing to anyone. Heck, I don't even tell them about myself, my past, things that I've done. Basically, my friends only know the outer shell and I like it that way.
I'm not good in maintaining friendship. I had a few close friends, and those friends come and go. So, in school A I had a few close friends, then I moved to school B, I barely keep in contact with my close friends, let alone other friends. In school B, I'd have another close friend(s), and same thing happened when I go to school C. At first I tried to keep in contact with some of my friends. Until one day I felt like I was trying too hard. They wouldn't contact me if I didn't. So I stopped caring.
This post is short and rada ngga jelas I know. I just wanted to write something.
Anyway, thanks for reading. I'll post something more interesting and worth reading next week. Or probably this week.
Love,
Al
What is a best friend? For me a best friend is someone you can talk to about anything. A best friend is the first person you call when you're making plans, when you like this guy, or anything really. It's someone who gives you advice, and the person who hugs you and cheer you up when you're in the lowest point of life, instead of saying "I told you so". And this cheesy paragraph sounds like something written by a sixth grader.
I am not an open person. I joke around my friends, and if it is not important I would tell them things. However, I never really share something big, something life changing to anyone. Heck, I don't even tell them about myself, my past, things that I've done. Basically, my friends only know the outer shell and I like it that way.
I'm not good in maintaining friendship. I had a few close friends, and those friends come and go. So, in school A I had a few close friends, then I moved to school B, I barely keep in contact with my close friends, let alone other friends. In school B, I'd have another close friend(s), and same thing happened when I go to school C. At first I tried to keep in contact with some of my friends. Until one day I felt like I was trying too hard. They wouldn't contact me if I didn't. So I stopped caring.
This post is short and rada ngga jelas I know. I just wanted to write something.
Anyway, thanks for reading. I'll post something more interesting and worth reading next week. Or probably this week.
Love,
Al
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