Poetic 14 year old me.

I just realised something. At 14 years of age, I was a poetic kid. Everything that's happened to me, I rewrite it in poems. Every time I had a crush on someone, I wrote them poems. Dayum. So here goes my poems. Bear in mind I was 14.

"I don't know since when
I've been falling for you
I don't know why I'm feeling this way
All I do is wondering
Do you feel the same way?

This afternoon I saw your smile
When I did something funny
I keep thinking of it since then
Oh how happy I am
Especially when I know that the smile was for me"

"Sitting all alone in my room
Thinking what the world may bring
Life can bring you unexpected things
What matter is the way you see

I know you like a rainbow
But I'm just a dark sky
You expect sunshine
But I brought you rain"

"Though I only know you for a year
But it seems like I've known you for years
I've learned a lot from you
You taught me how to enjoy life
Just smile no matter what happen
Because life don't always go as you planned
You made us smile everyday
And the smile of yours brightened my day
Smile of hope
Everyday you came to our class with a glass of coffee
And a big smile as if you're saying "come on people! wake up! enjoy today!""

Below you can read how 14 year old me react to certain emotions.

"When I feel:

Happy:
I would smile, dance hard inside, keep talking to people about whatever it is that makes me happy

Sad/broken-hearted:
I tend to make writings. I don't consider it as poems, or song writing, but it's not like normal writing either. So I don't know what to call it :p

Don't like/pissed off:
I show it to them that I don't like them, or when I feel annoyed at them. You can read it from my face. Not to all people, though. I said show, not tell.

Hungry:
Simple. Eat.

Love:
I tend to make writings again. Post some quotes in twitter haha lol

Angry:
Many bad words walking around in my mind. A little bit of sarcasm tweets. Some swearing going on in twitter, although I try not to swear in twitter because of my lovely followers, but I can't help it sometimes. But please note that I say bad words not only when I'm angry. It could be as a joke, or to describe something or someone in a good way."

I don't think I can write any longer. Enough embarrassment in one post.

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