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MISS ME???

HELLO EVERYONE,, Long time no write :) This week is exam week. Just one more exam to go which is Mandarin and which I am not going to study because it's too much. I will definitely fail at mandarin, math, physics, and chemistry. And maybe IT and geography. I suck, I know. I miss singing so badly. I miss singing out loud. I wish my school has music lesson. I hate the fact that I'm not like anybody else. Most people are not shy to sing in front of their family. I'm too shy to sing in front of my family. I'd rather sing in front of thousands of people that I don't know. Every time I listen to music, I always imagine me singing it in front of people. And, my computer can't be signed in anymore. I'm using my mom's computer, but the internet here sucks! It's super slow. I'm afraid with my scores in my report card, I won't get accepted in PSKD Mandiri. I will never ever ever go back to Hope International School ever again. Never ever in my life. I d

trilili

When I first saw you I knew that there's something between us You said that I'm number one I know it's changed already How can you enter my life, make me love you, then walk away It's hurt when I see you walking with her And how everyone talks about you and her I act like I don't care When actually I'm broken inside I know those feelings of yours can't be changed No matter how hard I try You told me how much you love her And I just smiled I know I love you more than her And I guess you will never realise that

bleh

Lololol. I just checked out my draft, and I found out something. It was written on 22 August, 2009. "Things that make me wanna die... 1. School (only that school) 2. School 3. School 4. Teachers in that school especially HER! 5. Wasting my time in that school" I used to hate Hope International School so much. Hahaha. I was so desperate to get out from there. My time in Hope International School is only a month left. Hard to believe, but due to some circumstances, I'm feeling kinda sad. It's May already. Audrey's birthday :) Gawd I miss Audrey, Jennifer, Anabel, and Ramada so much.